I took James out to lunch at Noodles for his birthday. Kate joined us. We joked and ate when we weren't hungry. James was very tired. Happy Birthday James.

I worked. My manager kept looking at me like I was doing something wrong. I felt paranoid. Di and Matt visited me and I felt loved.

Joe showed up as I was leavinig from work to show me his brand new car. It was sexy. Kate and I went on an adventure to Byerly's to buy cherries and chapstick.

We interrupted a sex party at Di's.

Kate and Di were speaking Japanese to each other while Matt and I sat in silence. I felt excluded and commented to Matt with anger in my voice. Kate got mad at me for letting her know that I felt she was being rude in such a way. When I'm with Kate, I often feel that I'm being replaced by Di.

I got word today that I recieved a 24,000 dollar scholarship from St. Olaf. Thats 6000 dollars less each year that I have to pay. I was ecstatic when I found out. But now I feel like crying.

a new piece melted @1:25 a.m.