This week.. has been ultra-shitty. It felt like the world collapsed on my happy well-adjusted life.

Saturday was full of drama from many many parties. Its definately spring, the mating call is in the air. So many new relationships trying to form.

Sunday was hell at work. A lady came in with 5 chihuahuas that were barking for a straight 20 minutes. When the workers of Petco get really annoyed by a dog barking.. You know its bad. I had a headache the rest of the night.

Monday, my teacher told me that he misgraded my rough draft for my internal assessment, so I have to finish redoing it by tomorrow. He felt bad, so I'm not angry, but damn.. its frustrating having to do all this work when I was so relieved to have it done.

Monday night was my refuge. I needed to get out, and Rick K. offered to hang out with me. What a kid. Feeney, Greg, and Carl joined us. And there was ddr-ing, and random hanging out at corners. I laid down on the ground and they dog piled on top of me.

My ass muscles hurt and I don't know why.

I'm so tired right now that I feel as if I'm viewing the world through transparent fabric. Everything is in focus but seems so far away and off color.

I think frustration and confusion are things that I hold dear. I am always attracting things that cause these feelings within me. I can never stick with what works.

a new piece melted @9:28 p.m.