Joe and I had a conversation about my previous friendship with Ben, and how it ended after his newly found girlfriend got jealous of me.

He was my best friend, and it hurt for him to drop me like he did.

Joe told me that Ben felt I didn't like him anymore, so when I do get to see him every once in awhile, its weird.

I messaged Ben and told him it wasn't true. That I was only uncomfortable around him because I felt like I did something wrong in order to have him drop me so easily.

He told me that I did nothing wrong. He said he went through a phase of not wanting to see anyone, and when he got out of it.. he felt I was mad at him and stayed away.

I told him I wasn't mad. Just hurt because i felt he didn't care about me.

He told me it wasn't true, and apologized.

I told him I missed him, and now we're going to try and be friends again.

It's going to take awhile.

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