Greg and James are both yelling at me to go to bed, but.. I'm writing this instead.

Sibley's prom was last night. I went with Schmidty. It was a good time, but it made me realize some things which has reintroduced confusion into my life.

Jackie and I humped each other on the dance floor with sounds and everything.

IB testing is done, which means I can forget about meaningful assignments for school. I finally get to not pay attention in class without feeling guilty for it.

Tonight I called Kate in Japan. We didn't have much time, and there was more that could have been said, but it was so nice to talk to her again. I miss her more now, then I did before I talked to her.

Greg and I are going to rape James' time tomorrrow.

I worked today, and the thoughts that kept going through my head were "maybe if I collapse in exhaustion, they'll let me go home."

There was a hamster in the infimirary with a disease called wet tail. I felt so bad for him. His eyes were swollen shut, his bottom all messy, and his mouth was a mess. He was dehydrated, so I took a small syringe and filled it with water and made him drink. when I put him back into his cage he pawed at the side blindly for ten minutes before falling back into a feverish slumber in the corner once again. Its only a matter of time before he dies.. even with the medication we have for him. animal suffering drives me insane.

there's so much more I'd like to say, but I don't have the words to express it.

a new piece melted @10:33 p.m.