Its been awhile since I've updated this thing.

I've been using my Livejournal more and more often.. mostly because whenever I try to update diaryland, I get a message saying the servers are overloaded and that I cannot update for awhile.

High school is over. Its hard to believe. Most of the time I have this feeling that I'll be walking back into South St. Paul's doors the day after labor day at the end of the summer. But then there's times that I realize that I won't. That this is the end. And it feels great and sad at the same time. I like to call this feeling bittersweet. I realized that most of the friends I made at school, I won't see save for reunions because we never got close out of school, people like Sam, Phil, and the Eriks. Its a little scary to think that I've moved onto a new stage in my life. I've already begun buying things for college, such as things I'll need in the dorms. Its going to be strange to not be living at home anymore.

Ellen had a bonfire last night, I spent most of it flirting away with Feeney, as I usually do when Feeney's around. And no. I don't want a relationship with him. I left early to go visit James at the park near his house, as I usually do. We sat at the top of a slide and talked. I don't even remember what we talked about except for the fact that he kept pointing out that I was sleepy. Our conversation wasn't what was important.

Yesterday my grandparents came over for a Father's Day dinner. Afterwards, we sat talking for awhile, and my dad's dad opened up more then I've seen him do , ever. He told us about one time in the war when he was nearly killed by bombs, and a lot of things about how my grandma died that I didn't know. I'm sure my parents already knew everything he said, but it was nice for me to hear it. I miss my grandma... she was the one who kept that side of the family together. Since she died I only see my relatives once or twice a year.

I'm watching the Andy Griffith show right now. It reminds me of Kate, and Kate's mom, because her mom has all the episodes on tape. I miss Kate.

I think I'm going to make lunch/breakfast now.

a new piece melted @11:54 a.m.